yeah.

Sometimes I got this moments when I feel such a terrible panic, pain , I don´t know how to call it,
When I miss you so much that I feel like going crazy, catching the plane and going to see you, to be with you, to check if you Ok, if theres nothing wrong, that you are happy and good.
I don´t understand, I should understand I dont exist for you anymore, but it does not depend on me.
I feel like if nothing happened.
You still my mimi, my amitku, mivida, my kochanie my misiu my everything.
So hard so hard to move on.
You were more than friend, more than my love , more, more , more.
Like if you and me were completly compatible, so different but so alike at the same time.
We had everything. Love, respect, truth, fun, passion, trust, fascination.
Or it was just me who had it, mi?

que locura
And should I just forget that you existed?
Sorry, I can´t I can´t .
It is not possible.
Because there will always come this moment of tearing me apart missing you, when all the rest does not matter at all.
This is killing me. I´d rather to have a brain operetion( de todos modos me vendria bien) to forget it all.All.
Am I crazy that after all you did, all I heard from you I still have hope, I still love you.
Just like before.


You made impossible for me to love anyone else.