One more time

How can you resist that kind of lovely, sweet face???....well, taking into consideration the amount of ice-c she ate, veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet face.......

Forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeee

I know , I know I forgot about you.....but here, in this island, the time passes by in the different way. But here I am again, a bit more stronger, beacuse of the high level of Magnesium in body. It always works. Coffee and chocolate.

OCEAN OF ENDLESS POSIBILITIES

Ayway I feel like I was in the middle with no boat,neithereven a piece of wood to hold on. As if everything would slowly disappearing under the water, and I´m stearing powerless.Cannot go with, feel bad to stay in the same position but at the same time have no idea where to swim and how---lost??? :P Muuuuuuuy

Meeeeen it´s just to cheer me up

Ujjjjjjjjj, what a shit mood I have today............being alone in a new place not knowing anyone but knownig that soon it´s going to be the reality.That the cowmate of yours is going away, far far far far far and you will not see this ray of light of yours for a looooooooooooooooooooooooooong time or maybe you will not see him again. And moreover realizing that this is THIS cowmate, although it seems you´re not for each other. It hurts so much that even the chocolate lost it´s flavour.It makes you feel naked, lost, forgotten and so powerless at the same time. Crying doesn´t help at all, except that you eyes get swallen so much that you cannot see anything.
And you feel even more hopeless, which is taking all of the strenght from you.And how to stop it?.The only way I see is to hit your own head with a hammer, praying that after getting back conciousness you will not remember anything.
And you ask yourelf the question, why you´re for ***sake have to alone the moment you really need someone.
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON I keep repeating to myself with every single mooooo
but
THE BIG LOVE COMES ONLY ONCE IN A LIFETIME
El Amor grande solo viene una vez en la vida.
Wielka milosc przydarza sie tylko raz w zyciu.
all of the others will never be that strong
I know i cannot be a chicken, i´m a cow but ...QUE PUTADA and KURWA

I guess you could do with a little bit of (hi)moostory........hmm..my story
I am a simple, ordinary, common, nothing special really, so so cow. As my black and white roots withe the flow of the time blured into gray, I always wanted something more, something different...
ains...as you probably imagine ...it´s not easy when you look like me, when everything I say seems to sound like mooooo for others, and when the only reason others look at me is a desire of possesing the white liquid that comes out of my tits!!!!( bleeeehhhhhh)
so there I was.... so fed up, so lonly, so misunderstood.... but have enyone ever said life is going to be easy????to give up is not difficult, piece of cake...but to get up, to keep looking in your direction...that requires a bit more....of beeing a real...real...bull.And it´s not a bullshit :P

OK, I´m here, in *** paradise. And now what....? It feels a bit strange not to have to work( wrong :I have to but I have not started yet) and be surrounded
by water(wrong:ocean ,***) and moreover being aware of existance of the volcano......what am I doing here?????
Tenerife.....

Ok, so that is how she looks, and don´t be misleaded with that innocent look

Why, how and from where

so there we go.......
I knew I will not be able to keep her out of the net for a long time.
That´s how it is. She was born shy, just black and white not really able to shake the world, even to shake her own tail :P
Gradually,as the time was passing, she started to be kind of picky with her everyday black and white look......soooo, there was no other way to keep her quiet
I had to give her some colours...even if it was just a background...
From than on...she´s was with me almost everyday, sometimes jumping to the paper, sometimes as a plasticine creature....or (and that was how it stared) sometimes on the computer screen at my work, when I was getting sleepy while my cad-monkey-ing. Once she knew how amazing and easy it was to enter the
net, net of endless posibilities of digital designing.......she just cannot be nowhere else. And I am really trying to put her back to paper (with my set of 100 markers she shouldn,t be complaining)...
...the digital cow, the new age super cow is now here with you and me (uffff)
so let´s moooooooove it